Week 13 Extra, Extra, Read all about it.

Wow, something amazing just happened and I felt compelled to write it down. I had mentioned that I had been blocked out of the site for some odd reason and I wasn't able to view the webcast until Saturday night and Holy Cow... Mark was right on... He said that this is one of the hardest weeks and most people usually skimp on their assignments and justify it - allowing the old blueprint to take over again and it's true.  I watched a few T.V. shows, didn't make it to the gym, ate too many treats...  I diligently did my reading every night but not with enthusiasm... I looked at my cards but w/o conviction, I was going through the motions but not internalizing it and when he talked about NARC (Neurological Associative Reactive Conditioning) and explained how we need to find something that causes real pain... BOOM!   not fulfilling your measure of my creation - Boy I felt that!  I was so ashamed that I had literally put my dreams in the trash, let myself, my family and my God down that I never want to feel that way again.  Although it was a painful experience, I felt blessed for having that stark realization and grateful to be kicked in the head to get back to my definiteness of purpose.  I am not involved in Network marketing so my traction point isn't calling people but rather building a Christ-like person within myself.  The million dollar door I need to go through is right in front of me and I am turning the handle.
Thank you God for helping me see what I can really be and how to get there. 

Week 13 The Gift that keeps on giving...

This week has been a busy one with Christmas and all... But what a good one!  The greatest gift of all is becoming the person God want's you to be and then magnifying those abilities to the benefit to everyone around you.  That is what happened to me.  I couldn't get into the system to view the web cast or get my blog list so all I could do was re-read last weeks material and work on the 5 senses to make my DMP come alive for me or as Hanell states:  " fertilize the thought with a living purpose".  The holidays are wonderful but bring about a lot of old blueprint problems that I was even more aware of because of the Mental Diet.  I also spent extra time on the 7 laws of the mind...   I realize that this process is an "Unfoldment" but wow what an amazing week unfolded for me.  I had to re-write my DMP because I have accomplished so many of them.  I am truly grateful for this process and the life-changing experience it has been so far.  I can hardly wait for the next half of the course.   

Week 12 - "Wherever you go, that's where you are!"

This week I started out a little less motivated but after the webcast (I have to watch it on Tuesdays / Wednesdays because I have Church meetings on Sunday when it is originally broadcast and it's not uploaded by Monday and Tuesdays I am most often work late so this week I watched it on Wednesday and WOW!  I am so excited.  In fact I always get super motivated after the webcasts... They are amazing and inspirational.  Especially after the 50 min assignment in front of the mirror... THAT WAS AMAZING.  Last week or so I read that we should be able to put our DMP into 10 words... So I Did and so when Mark asked us to go to the mirror I already had a statement I could use... Well after about 10 minutes I began to see that I needed more, so I added or changed a word here and there, defined it in my head and came up with a phrase that after about 30 min actually made me weep for joy and excitement because I realized that I am that man!  That experience combined with the "sit" assignment this week from Hannell, I realized that I am connected with omnipotence - I am a child of God with divine potentia.
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Anyway I realized that whether I am stuck at home tending the kids/grand-kids, running errands, at work or fulfilling an assignment, I am still building the real me.  Like Buckaroo Banzai said, "Wherever you go... That's where you are!"  And I am in the process of becoming the best me - of fulfilling the measure of my creation, of becoming a better me so I can serve others and I want to enjoy every moment of it.  Og said in scroll III that "we greet the new sun with confidence that this is the best day of my life!"  Well with stimulating the five scenes with my DMP as often as possible so I am seeing, feeling, tasting, touching, and hearing my dreams... each day does become the  best.  Hannell says that "money and property are not freedom at all,  the only independence is found to be a practical working knowledge of the creative power of thought"....  the power of the mind to bring into existence anything we desire," and I can do that every moment with my vision of who I am becoming.   WOW!   It truly is an UNFOLDMENT - THAT PERSISTENT PRACTICE AND CONCENTRATION LEAD OT PERFECTION. It is a law that operates with mathematical exactitude.  Understanding is not application, and now after 11 weeks of faith in this system I have created a habit of doing and am beginning to see how it will work for me.  I have stopped T.V and am using the time to meditate, exercise, read, connect with family;  I'm saving the last hour of the day to put the right thoughts into my subconscious so it will crank on them all night long...  I'm reviewing the cards, saying my affirmations with more enthusiasm every day believing that  the system works 100% of the time and I just need to tune it to the right frequency of thought...  And I think it is working...
For example, last night I had an opportunity to do a tour presentation, but it had snowed heavily and most of the people who were invited cancelled due to the weather... But not knowing if there would be anyone else I went anyway... I waited an extra 45 min past starting time and was just about ready to leave when a family came in.  It was great - we had a wonderful time and I think they will accompany me to Central America this summer.  Wow.  Og said I persist until I succeed.  When each day is ended, not regarding whether it has been a success or a failure, i attempt to achieve one more sale.  I DID!  But my day wasn't over.. I went home around 9:00 pm and helped put the little girls to bed, then cleaned the kitchen, and sat to do my reading.  When I was finished and began to meditate, I remembered I had promised I would take the custodian / janitor of my building some caramel popcorn.  So I grabbed the ingredients and made a batch finishing around 11:00.  It was at that moment that I had the thought hit me "I ALWAYS KEEP MY PROMISES... And I had.  I am becoming the person I have dreamed about.  IT WAS AWESOME.  I know that wherever I go, That I am that man I want to be and I am exactly where I want to be!

Week 11 - I think I can, I think I can, I think I can... I DID!

Whatsoever things ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them and ye shall have them.
That is our assignment and the theme for me this week. 

I have several degenerated disks in my lower back and am often quite sore.  These last few months has been worse because of all the extra lifting and work in my 3rd part time job.  Well I had a friend who has an inversion table and he let me borrow it for a week and it really helped.  So I began to imagine one - did some research and picked the one I wanted and during my sit imagined how wonderful it will feel to have it.  after about two months it happened.  This last week, I came home from work and my wife had purchased the exact one I had been in-visioning.  I don't know where she got the money or knew the one I wanted but there it is in my basement.  Whatsoever things ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them and ye shall have them... really works.  Now I am  putting more feeling and desire into the accomplishment of my DMP.  I am so inspired, excited, and more faithful that those things will manifest as well.
What a terrific ride.  What Og said is true... Today is the best day of my life.

#10 Dec 5th I CAN be what I will to be... and I will fly!

":It's strange.  The gulls who scorn perfection for the sake of travel go nowhere, slowly.  Those who put aside travel for the sake of perfection go anywhere, instantly". (Jonathan Livingston Seagull)

Mark J. was right that there would be pain and some death throws as the old blue print kicked the bucket.  Breaking the chemical addictions of the past.  This was the hardest week for me yet... maybe it was the holiday and all the old triggers... habits/ expectations.  I did all the reading, recitations, meditating, etc. but I kept having to push back the thoughts that this won't work for me, or I'm wasting my time, I'm nuts, or my concerns about my wife's worry that I have joined a cult!  Well I made it and I know that "I CAN BE WHAT I WILL TO BE".

I am so excited for the new me and my future!  As I stepped back and looked at my journey I realized that I am really having a good time and I had to make some adjustments to my DMP and work at each item patiently in order.  I put more red circles on my favorite snack foods and was careful of my portion sizes at Thanksgiving as well as limited the amount of pie I ate -- I also had the biggest test with my MENTAL DIET.  I messed up my date night with my wife and missed the movie we wanted to see and for a moment the visceral feeling and disappointment / self recriminations hit me like a ton of bricks and I had to repeat to myself  the affirmation that "I'm whole, perfect, strong, powerful, loving, harmonious and happy" as well as quickly grab my picture of my wife at the beach and it was gone...  Hannell states " positive thought will destroy negative as certainly as light destroys darkness."   IT WORKED!  I suggested we go shopping; found a great deal on the kids Christmas presents / saved several hundred dollars and had a great evening.   Now I am moving forward... I marked off another of my DMP statements by joining the family marathon over thanksgiving... Everyone else got sick and  I was the only one to go, but I did it!  I ALWAYS KEEP MY PROMISES.

I made a manifestation card with a list of steps to make my next DMP statements come true and am focusing on them and letting my mysterious mind which never sleeps take over and find the answers.  I am so excited that when I have a free 10 minutes instead of turning on the TV like I used to do, I know am imagining what the next step will look like and how I will feel when it all comes together.    Like Hannell says, "holding in mind the condition desired;  affirm it as an already existing fact." ...  That's what I'm doing and I am excited for the outcome.  I must admit I didn't understand a single thing in chapter 10 and I hope Mark explains it in the next video conference and that is something else to look forward to.  Like Fletcher Lund Seagull said, "you've got to understand that a seagull is an unlimited idea of freedom, an image of the Great Gull, and your whole body, from wingtip to wingtip is nothing more than your thought itself" and I am ready to fly!