Thursday, January 30, 2014

Week 17 B? In Harmony

WOW - what a week.  After the video conference on Sunday I really had to step back to make sure I was "ALL IN" with this grand experiment.  "WHAT WAS I PRETENDING NOT TO KNOW?"  i haven't been perfect in all my attempts but I have internalized the RED PENCIL idea and I'm not getting too worked up about not being in exact formation... yet I desire this with every fiber of my being and if I don't make the effort now, when do I think I ever would???  
I had already made more 3X5 cards than required, ( I have a stack by my bead, in the bathroom, on my desk at work, and I carry the big important ones in my shirt pocket) and I look at them throughout the day, I say Do It Now 25X several times a day (whenever I get in the car), I say "I am what I will to be" 25X several times a day and even added what I will to be from my DMP at the end of each statement, I am doing the sit and finding more time to be alone, I am reading Og and my DMP 3x a day w/ enthusiasm, I am reading my movie trailer mixed in w/ my cards, I am reading the Master Keys assignment every night before bedtime, I am doing my secret acts of service, doing the daily Franklin experiment -  looking for daily qualities I want to have and marking them on the chart, It took me a couple of days to find a paper w/ the obituaries in them - ich;  I',m planning a funeral for my old self and I am going to make my kids speak...  which I think will be fun;  I have my posters all over the house and touch the colors when I work out and think of the goal statements, I'm in the community w/ my kindness observations every day, I'm doing the blog; I visit the blog of other members and respond,  I watch the video, the webcast, keep up my service card, read the Blue print builder every night as well as the man in the glass - say I love you to myself, study the 7 laws of the mind, read my press release several times a week, read the giving and receiving card daily; am a constant observer;  keeping the mental diet so that whenever I say anything un-toward I get a literal jolt and stop!;  I have pretty much quit t.v. and I am reading books looking for the qualities I desire to acquire;   I  have created a MMA with another member and am working on my game;  I schedule dates w/ wife and family members ... I dive into each chapter and try to NARC it all.  For example, after scroll marked 4 I have begun to wear loud socks to remind me and proclaim my uniqueness, I carry a compass, I also have a puzzle piece in every pants pocket so I am reminded to put all the pieces of my life together, I wear a blue wrist band to remind me to meditate - and be calm; and I continually tweek and re-word my DMP so I capture my real heart felt desires... I have committed myself to never quit and that it is all worth the effort and ALL OF THAT has become second nature.  But........
WHAT AM I PRETENDING TO KNOW?
Pondering this question has been the knock out punch for me!
I know that I committed to a new and better life...
That I am becoming a better loving person, the one I always wanted to be;
I am happier, working on being healthier;
I've committed to persist...
I believe that I am natures greatest creation...
I'm experimenting with mentally creating my day each morning around my DMP and then analyzing my progress at the end of each day.

THEN IT HIT ME...  I realized that the one thing I am still struggling with is the monetary amount I am seeking so as to finally be FREE.  I realized that I needed to know and believe w/ all my soul that I already am ABUNDANT and FREE.  I need to stop pretending it will happen and know that it will... to realize that I will find the answers to succeed.  I need to know that I already have sufficient for my needs now and that any extra I have or will have is for sharing with others - which will fulfill all my wants in my DMP.  I know that I have just been PRETENDING and saying that dollar amount of profit from my game in my DMP w/o really expecting or totally believing  it will come true.  I realize that I have to exercise total faith in the idea found in the blue print builder that the dominating thoughts of my mind eventually reproduce themselves in outward, physical action, and gradually transfer themselves into physical reality and that through the principle of auto suggestion any desire that I persistently hold in my mind eventually seeks expression!  I had created the very obstacle to reaching my ultimate goal by how I felt deep inside.  Oh I can imagine how great it will be and can actually feel the joy of having liberty but I realize that I was just pretending that it would actually happen to me.  I get that I need to be in HARMONY W/ MYSELF as well as with the MKMMA team.
I had missed the biggest point in the whole process.... The statement "I AM WHAT I WILL TO BE" needs to be authentic!  I'm starting over with real intent and faith that the laws of the mind are working for me.



Saturday, January 25, 2014

Week 17 These are the times...

Thomas Paine wrote
"These are the times that try men's souls;  The summer soldier and the sunshine patriot will, in this crisis, shrink from the service of his country; but he that stands it NOW, deserves the love and thanks of man and woman.  Tyranny, like hell, is not easily conquered; yet we have this consolation with us, that the harder the conflict, the more glorious the triumph.  What we obtain too cheap, we esteem too lightly; -- Tis dearness only that gives every thing its value.  Heaven knows how to set a proper price upon its goods; and it would be strange indeed, if so celestial an article as FREEDOM should not be highly rated."
The American Crisis I, Dec 19, 1776

This quote came to my mind all week as I struggled through the barriers of reaching my final statements in my DMP.  Mark said in his week 16 video that during these weeks most participants lose momentum or DRIFT... and after hearing that I'm afraid it may have been a self fulfilling prophecy!  Everything was an uphill battle.  I got sick, people cancelled there place in my tour, the individual who came to meet me from Florida about my game wasn't interested, my meditation time was always interrupted etc, etc.  Anyway, I am so excited for  the next web cast - they always jazz me up yet I realize that changing a 50 year blueprint is not easy or going to happen overnight.  It is worth the fight and I'm not fooling myself anymore with being satisfied with the old me... "for my final reward will be heartache and tears if I'VE cheated that man in the glass."  My family has already noticed a big difference in my countenance and persona...  I am a better person that I ever was and the reality that I can become so much more is worth fighting for.  I am fueled with intensity and self confidence in order to concentrate all the energy of my mind to "BE" a celestial person.  That is my persistent desire and most intense longing of my heart.  My thoughts fired with emotions will break the cement "tyranny" of my old self and bring freedom to my soul.  That is definitely worth the fight and I will not shrink my duty to my God, myself, my family, and all those whom I can bless in this world.  I will persist until l I succeed for I am natures greatest miracle - a child of God with unlimited potential - a luminous being of light temporally trapped in a mortal body waiting to escape and express my true potential which cannot happen if it has not been earned.  I have felt the divine spark kindle into a fire within to become better than I am...to become a mountain, not a ant hill...  I can give more!

Thomas Paine added;
"... my secret opinion has ever been, and still is, that God Almighty will not give up a people to military destruction, or leave them un-supportedly to perish...."
  
I know that my greatest battles lied ahead and I will triumph in these trying times because I believe God will help me become what He wants me to be!

Thursday, January 16, 2014

week 16 Go the Distance

Agaian amazing things are happening.  For example, my game mastermind had determined to talk to a certain individual in Florida about helping with my game and when we called to schedule a visit he told us he was already coming to Utah andwouldschedule a meeting w/ us next week.  OOOOOhhh.  That is so cool.  I completed a DMP for my mastermind and we are building the alliance.  I am so excited.  Ialso realized that i need to make a more detailed "working Plan of Action" for my smart goals in the true health part of my DMP.  I wrote that "on or B4 Feb 28, 2014 I always make healthy choices....  well knowing that I had until Feb 28th I kept fudgeing so I made step by step statements to eliminate candy, soda, chips etc. Etc. So by the time I hit the 28th I wont be going through withdrawls that could kill me.  I have been exercising and wieghed myself this morning and am two pounds under my goal.  THIS IS SO AWSOME.
Things are becoming easier to do and I know I have delveloped the target habbit Mark was gunning for with our reading and touching the shapes, working out, the sit etc, as well as many of my goals I set for myself in my PPN of Ture Spirituality. I feel I am becoming and have begun to re-write my DMP for higher / loftier steps.  THIS REALLY DOES WORK and I am so excited for the fulfillment of the rest of my press release.  I know know I can key anything and w/ the right amount of mental and physical effort I can achieve anything.  I am on my way, I CAN go the distance ... where there's a heros welcome right where I belong. (Hercules)

Thursday, January 9, 2014

Week 15 Only the half mad are wholly alive!

This has been a great week for me in my Master Key, Master Mind journey.  I have had a lot of progress in insights and ideas while doing my meditation on INSIGHT.  This last chapter of Hannell has really exploded for me and I have found connections and correlations with the reading and my life.  I keep refining my DMP and getting closer and closer to my true desires and am able to more clearly focus in on who I am and who I desire to be.  I have also related to the latest chapter in Mandino where he states, "Within me burns a flame ... and its heat is a constant irritation to my spirit to become better than I am, and I will." I really feel it and I believe that every day I get closer to EDUCING  or to draw out my real talents and abilities.  To discover who I really can be.  Not only have I begun to do the Ben Franklin makeover in looking for qualities in others that I want to improve in but I have found books that highlight individuals from history who I can identify with as well.  I am filling my mind and life with the person I desire to be. I've become more outgoing, more charismatic, more friendly, more sociable, more LOVING with everyone in my life and I love it.  People may think I'm a little crazy but you know what they say.... "ONLY THE HALF MAD ARE WHOLLY ALIVE."  Besides, my favorite uncle was always the crazy one.

Thursday, January 2, 2014

Week 14 "Oh I just can't wait to be king"



This week I have been laid up in bed with a bad back and I have had a lot of time to think and ponder... I realize from "the master Key part 14 that the law of growth works in direct proportion to the depth of feeling characterizing the thought and the intensity that I give it.  That is what made me think of the song in the Lion King, Oh I just can't wait to be king!

I want my DMP so badly and the feelings I have when I think of throwing that all away is devastating.  I'm trying to apply the NARC idea to eating right, working out, skipping T.V. building my game etc. etc.  I love the part in Og that states I will no longer make vain attempts to imitate others...Instead I will place my uniqueness on display. SO... I went to the store and bought bright, multi colored, crazy socks and I wear these to remind me that I am rare and of great value and the best I can be is to be me and accent my differences.  A reminder that I have unlimited potential and I am here for a purpose which is to bless the lives of others.  This the principle that stuck out to me in the movie Cool Runnings.  I loved the part when they realized that the best they could be was Jamaican and to do bobsledding the Jamaican way!They had a DMP to get to the olympics, a plan of action, positive mental attitude and most of all became unified through the experience.  This was a startling realization - for I had been meditating on HARMONY all week and there it was big as life and the key to their success in the movie.

I desire  my future  so badly but I still have 1% doubt that MKMMA will work.  I know that this small concern can kill my progress.  #26 of chapter 14 states that thought must be clear cut, steady, fixed, definite, unchangeable;  you cannot take one step forward and two steps backward, neither can you spend twenty or thirty years of your life building up negative conditions and then expect to see them all melt away as the result of fifteen or twenty minutes of right thinking... so I am disciplining my mental attitude to erase all doubt.  I think what I need to accomplish that is to get my Master Mind Alliance together to organize all the pieces of my DMP  because I am not seeing how the to move forward and I now believe I will only be successful by becoming perfectly harmonious with a Master Mind Alliance... and for that to happen I have to give all I have and am to the team.  Simba lost his way for awhile but with the help of his friends he accomplished all he ever dreamed of and SO WILL I for  I AM NATURES GREATEST MIRACLE and I WILL PERSIST UNTIL I SUCCEED.  Fulfilling my DMP is a service to many, many lives. Oh I just can't wait to be king!